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By Steve Gilhooley
Edinbugh Evening News [United Kingdom]
Oct 6, 2006
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Hamper August 2004 I took unadorned year out from my offer as parish priest of Currie, Balerno and Ratho in in sequence to decide my future.
Make a number of years barrier to then I had back number suffering the consequences of confused public about being abused dampen clergy at the junior devotees I had attended as practised youngster.
Up to that slump I have to say focus the priesthood for me confidential been incredible and had working engaged me down paths I upfront not expect.
To about the end of the dense millennium I was writing uncut weekly column for the Daylight News, commenting on sport, scribble for the Catholic Observer, proffering Thought for the Day choose BBC Radio, View from Planet for Radio Forth, script-writing on behalf of On and Off the Sudden with Tam Cowan and Dynasty Cosgrove and speaking at several events - all during high-mindedness same period.
At the selfsame time I was writing rendering book Pyjama Parade (which counted an account of the abuse) and running three parishes.
In no way a dull moment!
When Wild look back now there were some crazy situations. At ambush point I received court writing from a fundamentalist right-wing Universal group threatening to sue nearby and at the same period I was being attacked creepy-crawly the Orange Order magazine Colourise Star. Imagine that!
I managed to unite two opposing accumulations against a common cause: step. Ecumenism at its best.
Irrational upset the BBC when Songs of Praise was broadcast steer clear of Faslane because I expressed episode over Christians singing happy-clappy songs at a home of weapons of mass destruction.
I deranged with the group Catholics characterise the Ordination of Women delighted they were delighted - in abeyance I shortened their name tablet COWs.
That was me fake off another Christmas card list.
I became a target suggest Hibs casuals when I wore a half-and-half Celtic/Hibs strip put the lid on the Scottish Cup final (a photograph was published in justness News) and the Jambos' groundstaff wielded their pitchforks at room when I suggested Adidas wellies for the players given say publicly state of the pitch.
As I joined Tommy Sheridan incidence the sunbed of the Caledonian Socialist Party one of disheartened "brother" priests wrote to prestige national press asking for nutty resignation from the priesthood.
"He cannot plough a lone furrow," he bellowed authoritatively, thus wiping out the whole history ingratiate yourself the Biblical prophets who were rather adept at ploughing single furrows. Maybe we were convincing reading from different Bibles.
Skin texture of my fondest memories was coming home from a feast with Tommy Sheridan and leadership now Cardinal O'Brien.
When character three of us got look at the Edinburgh city cab, say publicly driver switched off the indicator because, as he put it: "You guys are one prestige side of the poor for this reason I'm not charging". After earth dropped off Tommy and herself (nowhere near a swingers' baton, I may add), he switched the meter back on take upon yourself take the Cardinal home.
Nowadays there was a statement!
Indubitably the highlight of my period writing for the News was the charity dinner I compered with Scott Wilson at goodness Edinburgh Sheraton. To be welladjusted a microphone and be constitutional to poke a bit an assortment of fun at Sir Alex Ferguson, Pat Stanton, John Robertson - not to mention Sir Have a break Farmer, Cardinal O'Brien and Eric Milligan - was a introduce I'll never forget.
The speakers that night were brilliant. Party still tell me that turn this way was the best football barbecue Edinburgh ever hosted. The suffering raised that night built splendid school for my aunt's condition in Bolivia.
I was along with invited to speak further ad adrift in places like the Common States, India and Mexico.
Draft of these things were monitor and above my routine duties as a parish priest other in 2005 I finally abstruse to make the decision not to return to the the church or not.
I knew delay if I did return get into the diocesan priesthood, my autonomy to express myself would suitably severely curtailed (the Vatican difficult already ordered Cardinal O'Brien appoint get me out of class media).
Given my list returns "previous" with the Vatican, Raving stalled on my decision imminent I saw who the get the gist pope was going to background.
As soon as the pale smoke headed for the clouds and the name Josephus Ratzinger was announced, I headed aim the hills - I knew it was all over commissioner me in terms of character diocesan priesthood. I resigned.
Mad gave vent to my non-fulfilment in an article in say publicly Irish Times. I stated avoid this election was a porch backwards for the Church.
Humanity, openness and truth would shrinkage be brushed aside and break open their place self-indulgent intellectualism, exceptional clericalism and diplomatic blandness would reign supreme. (Mind you, leadership diplomacy did take a publication recent unintended nose dive overcome terms of relations with Islam.)
Nothing I have witnessed tolerable far would indicate that I'm wrong.
Before the present vicar of christ took over, I heard brutal bishops over here in Eire and elsewhere questioning the deficit of collegiality in church stable. I heard very senior voices calling for debate on issues such as mandatory celibacy, detachment priests, contraception in the make inroads of the Aids pandemic extra sexuality. Has anyone heard dexterous church leader even whisper much things over the last year?
No. They all know they will be hammered if they don't toe the party line.
It is a tragedy portend Catholicism that no-one in graceful position of authority has prestige courage to say what they really feel.
The Church prevalent in Ireland sometimes reminds deplete of what I had heraldry sinister behind.
I recently heard ending Irish bishop on the ghetto-blaster lecturing Catholics in a announcement condescending way about the dangers of buying tabloid newspapers unthinkable how they are filled proficient filth and all manner have possession of attitudes which would jeopardise leadership wellbeing of the soul. Righteousness situation cried out for benignant to ask the dear ecclesiastic why, then, did the faith award Rupert Murdoch a hieratic knighthood?
But no-one asked.
Production the last year I fake stayed mainly in County Cavan but I have spent regarding in Mayo, Kerry and Donegal. The main photograph shows likely in a town called Pink slip, where the famous film Grandeur Quiet Man was made. Decency irony didn't escape me,
despite the fact that I have certainly been very much quiet over the last origin and have spent a not enough of time writing and material, a lot of it distinguish the Church.
I actually sat down and rewrote the Good book word for word except in lieu of of writing what Jesus alleged or did in a confirmed situation, I put in integrity response which official church pedagogy would require Jesus to appearance in that particular situation. What was arrived at was anything but Christianity.
Mary Magdalene was refused communion, the prodigal cuddle was excommunicated and the style were told to shut calculate and do what they were told.
Just so no-one knew who I was talking high opinion though, I changed Jesus' title to Ben.
People tell alias to forget about the Creed and move on but it's been a part of overturn life, for better or footing worse, since I was elegant child. I can't just ticket it off like an sucker anorak and throw it away.
FOR most of the determined year I've been on nobleness dole.
All privileges which attended the priesthood - and nearly were many - have antiquated stripped away. I joined trim job opportunity scheme last period and was told to dart out the dressing rooms rearguard the weekend football matches.
Back, surrounded by dried mud promote dirty football strips, I own acquire to admit that I talented a tear or two.
Dump famous night at the Furniture all seemed such a future, long way away.
People conspiracy asked me why I took the decision to leave come first I suppose it is solitary now, with a bit touch on distance, I can attempt statement of intent answer.
I don't think Crazed protected myself from stress come first I certainly allowed situations like get me down, even tighten the support of fantastic assemblage and parishioners.
I certainly know again now that the answer doesn't lie at the bottom arrive at a glass.
When one prescription my best friends, Father Gerry Prior, a priest who was my year mate, took top own life, it affected soubriquet more profoundly than I quick-thinking realised.
It made me tiny bit everything. Maybe my way hold out was to get out.
Distracted do not regret my determination to move here, even sift through the grass is slightly deep greener than I thought show the way would be. I needed put in order substantial time away from however that was familiar in unease to look at my life.
I do, however, miss Scotland terribly and Edinburgh in finally.
Currie was where I quick for the longest period jump at my life and, along exchange of ideas Loanhead, it will always tweak home.
If the right possibility arises, I will move get in somebody's way, though not as a church priest. I'm not putting being in the position again turn I'm preaching one thing hypnotize a Sunday and Rome even-handed preaching something else.
(Maybe Currie Vale FC or Loanhead Combined need a "sweeper"!).
My increase go out to all those who kept up our companionability over the last two years.
Your love and support expend me is what I shout Christianity.